Well it has been ages since I blogged! I'm not sure I'm going to keep blogging, maybe just every now and then if there's something really interesting I must just write about! I just don't ever know what to write and when I create things I keep forgetting to take pics....basically I don't think I'm a very good blogger!
Its more fun reading every one elses!
My biggest distraction lately is my lil man Zach who I am so blessed to have... it was only by Gods hand did he come into the world... that is why we named him Zachary which means "God has remembered".
So how did he happen?? We all know "how".....but yes admittly I went off the pill 3 months earlier since it wasn't agreeing with me and we were using the Rhythm method which we stuck to very strictly (by the way it is a completely useless form of contraception!) and it worked the first 2 months! The third month we thought we slipped up one time, this was only 5 days after I finished bleeding so we decided to take the morning after pill. It didn't sit right with me taking it but Greg was so afraid of me getting pregnant & I thought it wouldn't hurt just to be safe (I took it on mothers day by the way). It made me feel real crap, sorest boobs ever and really headachey and achey.... its evil I'm convinced!
Anyway to cut a long story short 6 weeks after this I still wasn't having a period but I was so sure I wasn't pregnant, I didn't get any real obvious signs at all but took a test, I actually took the test and put it on the floor and walked off, convinced it would be negative! But when I came back there were 2 clear lines and I lost it there on the bathroom floor.....
I was sobbing when I called Greg to come home...he raced home thinking one of the kids had been killed or something cos I was so upset on the phone! He just laughed when I showed him the stick, so relieved it was only that and not something completely terrible!
That day I couldn't stop crying cos I knew it meant our way of life and our plans were going to change majorly.... but God works everything out....which is why he gives us 9 months to get used to the idea!!
And oh how glad I am now we have little Zach, he has just completed our family somehow, it would feel wrong now without him here!
So yeah, didn't plan on putting that story on here but yes that is how lil Zach came about!
Just some photos of the last month of our new lil baby...
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Suddenly we had 3 kids!!! This was the photo that just hit it home for me! |
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First Bath at home and he kept falling asleep :) |
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This day I realised, yep I have my baby with blue eyes! Never thought it would happen! |
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Getting bigger, 3 weeks old |
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First smiled at 12 days, but this photo was the first smile I caught on camera :) |
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Thank you Jesus for such a perfect little miracle :) |
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Happy 1 month old little Zach! |